nanowrimo2012...a month later

so i started a month ago as a 

                         and ended the month as a 














it was definitely a challenge trying to "force" myself to start from scratch
                    usually it all just comes to me when it wants to be set free
but it was attempted, nonetheless
          

                 ?why did i not succeed with 50,00 words??

??why did i only 

manage to scribble out 

3,122 words?

let's just say life has changed since the last time i took on the  nanowrimo challenge
                                                                                                                    different job..............  
                                                                                                                    different house.........................
                                                                                                                    different marital status.............
"it is what it is, but it is mine, and i am seeing it bloom more and more everyday."

so, until nanowrimo2013, i shall continue to work on the manuscript that i started,   but hopefully now it will feel comfortable enough to step out on it's own instead of me forcing it out of the porlo



until the next chat...



keepingthefaithasa2012participantintheporlo  

lauriek.g